Changes

Until very recently, I never realized how much I care about what other people think. I know that as you step into new territory of your life you look back and think, wow i should have done that differently. I did that too, but since my transplant I have looked even more into it. Especially lately as I have found old friends, talking to them I realize more things I wish I had done differently. Things I want to change as I face the future. The biggest thing I have realized is how much I let other peoples views determine how i do things. 

Looking at how it affected my past makes me so sad and I am determined to not let it control my future.